Be Mindfully Grateful

This is one thing I need to learn to do and stop complaining!
JUST A REMINDER!!!!

XOXOXOX
May

Of weddings and whatnots!

Since November till today, I’ve been to 4 weddings, so that means its an average of one wedding per month. Have already invites to 2 more in June and November. I know I am already at that age where my peers are all getting hitched one by one. One question that is constantly bombarded to me is “ So, when is it your turn?” or  “So, got boyfriend or not?” by relatives and friends of parents (sometimes I am also guilty of asking that questions to friends).  Although I don’t really care and most of the time my answer would be “Aiyah, chill la!” or “too many to choose from.” or “ Wah, you think so easy ah, tomorrow I go shopping la”, it really makes me wonder about it. Maybe you think I am worried or desperate, since I am writing about this now, but in actual fact I don’t think about it like OMG, I am getting older and need to get married now. I know everyone says now is the best time to get married as you wouldn’t want to wait too long to start having a family and all that biological clock blabbers you get. But am I ready for such things?

I still question it all the time whenever someone tells me that they are getting married. I am very happy for them and get all excited for their wedding, but when I put myself in their shoe and get a little shiver down my spine. It’s not like I am a person who doesn’t not believe in marriage,  I DO! but I guess for me it ONE BIG HUGE ASS step in life that I rather not make a mistake. I know I think too much when it comes to relationships and close friends of mine think I’m to analytical with it. People say that’s a flaw as it makes me very very guarded with my feelings. They tell me that I think too much, which have come to realize that I do. One of my many flaws I guess.

However this flaw of mine is something that makes me wonder. What has happened to me to make me the way I am? I feel that I am a very emotional person, I cry at weddings, I cry when I watch Oprah, I cry at the tiniest things – cry baby is my nickname. I cry and get all chocked up at romantic movies and romantic gestures, yet when it comes to my own relationships I become this over analytical person. I haven’t experienced horrible heartbreaks and yet so guarded like everyone is out there to get me! Yes, I am strange!

Anyway, I hope that this flaw of mine doesn’t make me into this bitter person who despises relationships and end up a horrible spinster that everyone loves to hate.

Damn emo right this post? Ish……Cannot like this…so here is something for you to laugh about!

Most hilarious book I have ever bought! RIP Michael!

Loves <3

New Year Resolutions

Don't think I thought about resolutions last year, which led me to think why my 2011 wasn't as productive as it would have been. So, I'll make this entry as a reminder of my 2012 to-do-list.

2012 to-do-list:

1. To be healthier - I lost a little weight during the mid of 2011, but kinda gained it all back again with the lack of exercise during the last few months of the year. Hence, I have told myself that I need to get back in shape. Exercise more and eat healthier. Need to seriously put in effort in having more nutritious food home and not to eat out so often and at ungodly hours! This, I know takes loads of discipline! So friends who truly love me, please remind me of healthy food and healthy lifestyle! OKAY?

2. To start saving seriously - I let myself enjoy 2010, spending however I want and saving VERY little. So this year, I will need to start saving SERIOUSLY. Need to seriously control my spending! Not only do I need to start saving, I need to start learning how to invest, play shares and stuff like that so that my money can grow and not just sit in the bank not working for me! Any tips that can help me achieve my goal?

3. To find something to do other than work and play that I can be proud off - Maybe something that can help the society. I need to have a purpose to make me feel like I'm doing something good. I guess that is one thing I like about my job now. I work with a educational company which indirectly shapes the children of our future. I know I can do more, not just that. OR maybe sign up for a class, may it be art, dance, or music, definitely have an on going project and hobby to fill my time.

This should be enough fo 2012, Cheers to everyone with their resolutions and to do lists! May this year be AWESOME!

Loves <3

JX's 5th Birthday

My Darling nephew turns 5 today! He is my handsome Arab prince! So good looking that modeling agencies should be begging him to join their company!!

Happy Birthday Jia Xiang! Have a good one and see you in a couple of days! Love you!!

Hugs and kisses!

Time....

...is something that we take for granted, and with a blink of an eye its flies by without us even noticing....

I know I have been neglecting this blog for a while and have been attempting a come back and yet, have been failing. Its been almost half a year since I last blog and I feel that the time just disappeared in between. Tragic isn't it? I'll try to remember what happened since then but knowing me, I might have memory gaps!

 June was when the girls and I went for our first holiday together. Phuket was good and being with the girls was just great. The weather wasn't the best but who cares when you're there with your best friends?

Us girls on our last night out

Group picture taken by this really cute guy walking his dog

 July came and went as was busy with school holiday programs at work. Bought my very first smartphone and is still in love with it eventhough at the beginning I had the feeling I would not like it being a touchscreen. Love how convenient it is for me to be connected to the world! Although I might say that it may be a distraction sometimes being too connected to the world! :P

HTC incredible S

Celebrated Era's Birthday too! 26 years old is something we dreaded when we hit 25 but as I said earlier, time flies and soon we'll be 30! OMG! I guess I really need to sort my life out soon enough, being all adult is not as fun as we used to think when we were back in school eh?

Era's 26th, which ended with a splash!

 As August came, my yearly trip (wish it was more often) back to Labuan to celebrate my Dad's Birthday. My siblings and I have made it a point to go back to Labuan every year ( so far 2 years in a row) to celebrate. Dad turned 60 and we had a small dinner with the closest of friends. Love you dad to bits!

Family picture during Dad's 60th dinner

September was a quiet month with small meet ups and catch ups.  

 

Raya Open House at Roze's

Tropicana City Mall's Toilet...priceless

Loved October because my mom was here! It is always fun to have my mom around as I get to eat home cooked food rather than eating out all the time! Its not that I don't cook but by the time I come back from work its always so late for me to even think about eating let alone cook! Mom came and then Dad came soon after. However, while they were away on their holiday in New Zealand, the house was quiet again! I really can't wait for my turn to retire and go for holidays like my parents! But I guess there's no reward without working hard like my parents. I need to work for the next 30 years before that? I guess this is when you really want the time to fly by. The thought that I may have to work for the next 30 years just scared me! ARGH!!!! *think about getting a rich husband, then its settled* :PCelebrated Roze's 26th Birthday too, which reminded me of mine as mine birthday was next! eeks! Had fun at the mexican restaurant with the bunch of close friends and a pinata!

Roze's Birthday at Las Caratas

I started my new job in November! Now working at a company that provides science syllabus for kindergartens. Working as a Programme Executive, I am in charge of coming up with programs and activities for our customers as well as making sure that they are provided with the best. I feel it is a good move as I needed a change of environment. I wanted to work in a place where I didn't know anyone and to be more independent. Although there are things about my last job ( going to work at 11.30 on some days, and fun parties and activities), I feel I needed to progress in the working world. Everyone around me was asking me to move on, to find something more related to what I studied. I know this job is not exactly what I studied, but being a science student has helped me with my research in coming up with science experiments and what nots. 

Another plus side to this new job is that it is 5 minutes away from my house, which means I don't have to go through the crazy jam and toll that I have been going through for the past 1 year! I am home by 6pm and has given me so much more time for myself. Have started cooking a bit, going to the gym a bit. I love it as I have the whole evening to myself or with friends! I used to come home at about 8.30 and by the time I shower and chill its already 12pm. Now, like today, I am done showered, ate, watched a movie, now blogging and its only 9.20pm! Crazy right? Time spent on myself is definitely better than being stuck in the jam for hours!

Went white water rafting for the 2nd time with the girls and Alireza. Bought it for Era's overdue birthday present! It was definitely a fun adventure! We should do something like this all the time. I think I could be an outdoor adventure junkie. Just need the right group of friends who can appreciate it! Girls, you guys up for it?

White water rafting at Gopeng, Perak

Had 2 weddings to attend too! Nuri's and my cousins! In Malaysia, famous months for weddings are November and December! So to weddings I went, got pampered, looked pretty :) for weddings are place where you see people you haven't seen in ages and you definitely wanna look good! Shallow as it may sound, but I'm sure everyone thinks of that too!

November is also when I turned 26! Had dinner with my closest friends - Carmen, Era, Kingsley and Joo Yin at Daily Grind, Bangsar village. Being with them is also  How do I feel about being 26? I feel I'm scared as I feel I need to have life goals, like buying a house and being all grown-up and yet I feel I need to enjoy before I become to old for it. Everyone around me is also getting married, so that has also crossed my mind, however am not ready for all that! So how? I guess I'm just going to chill and enjoy the moment. No need to be scared or pressured okay? just CHILL!

The next day, I celebrated with another bunch of close friends at a Persian restaurant, Alibaba on Jalan Ampang. Love persian food, don't know if its a Baha'i thing, but never have I met a Baha'i who doesn't like Persian food! I love Kashk Bademjan,! Ooooh, just thinking of it is making me salivate, so better stop. 

L-R: Dana, Parissa, Lindsey, Me, Kellym Riyaz, Ali Rahimi, Andrew, Alireza in Alibaba

December is now here and soon we will be celebrating Christmas and New year! Its still the beginning of the month but have done quite a few things, like going to watch STOMP courtesy of Carmen and Era for my birthday present! It was an amazing show and loved it to bits. Such a great present and really enjoyed every minute of it! Thank you babes! Love you guys for knowing what I would enjoy!

STOMP with autographs, souvenir for my birthday present!

 The next day, went on another outdoor adventure! Skytrex has been something I have been wanting to try ever since I heard about it and I got the chance! It was definitely fun and wont mind doing it again and again and again! 

Walk the line!

 

Being a monkey

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I guess this concludes today's post. Its a long one but hopefully this wont be a the last of a long absence! Actually miss jotting down happenings as sometimes my forgetful mind is just so horrible! I look forward to the new year as I want it to an awesome one! Cheers to an amazing 2012!!! 

Love always!

At last!

Us 4 have been planning this holiday since forever but it never seem to materialize! One is always missing or the timing is never right!

So finally it is happening! I’ve known these girls since I was 13 and this may sound pathetic but this will be our first holiday ALL together! Where are we going? We are going to PHUKET! We may not be glamarous as the 4 from sex and the city but who cares as long as my girls are with me!

Being our first holiday together, I pray that it will be an awesome one without hiccups and just pure fun! Love these girls to bits!!!!

Toodles and have a good weekend, I know I’ll be by the beach soaking up the sun! <3!

This post is dedicated to MY Family

I missed a post on Mother Day ( maybe many others too) so here goes:

I love you Mom, with all my heart. I really don’t know what would I do or where I would be without you! You are the most understanding mom, my bestfriend. You’re the one that I confide my problems and my fears to and you never fail to give me advices that are practical and do-able. I love you for that and for everything else you have done for me. I miss you so much!!! I’m not very good with words so I’ll stop here but you know my love for you is endless.

Next is for my Dad, Father’s Day and since that I am going to be away for the weekend, here goes my wishes for my Dad:

Daddy Dearest,  I know sometimes I get very impatient but it doesn’t mean I don’t love you!!! How you have worked so hard for all of us to study comfortably,  live happily,  I am grateful for having a father like you who saves so much for us. But Dad, now that you have worked so hard and retired, please enjoy the fruits of your labour! Go on as many holidays as you can. Spend all those hard earned money to your hearts desire! Its now for you to enjoy with mom what you guys have worked so hard for us! Don’t stress over little things, Daddy….ENJOY! Happy Father’s Day!

My sister’s birthday is this Saturday!! So che, this one is for you:

My only sister who I love! You’ve been there for me although we are 8 years apart, I find that we grew so much closer over the years.  You are someone I look up to and grateful to have such a generous and loving sister (Iphone can? hahaha).  Everyone should have a sister like you especially when you have given birth to 2 darlings that I love and adore! Happy Birthday Che! Have a good one! I know you’ll be busy packing and moving but take time to have fun! You come back here we go clubbing okay? Something I rarely do with you! Love you

My brother’s birthday is in November but since I’m doing this, here goes one for him too":

Ko, you are always a phone call away although we hardly talk! You are there when I am in trouble and since being in KL working and staying on my own, I’m never afraid because I know you’ll be there when I need you. You’re are such a cool brother to have. All my friends thinks its so awesome to have such a cool and famous brother. We used to wrestle (influenced by WWF) and fight so much when we were younger that my mom always say “ go to the kitchen, take knifes and battle it out once and for all”.  We don’t talk much but you know I love you right??

I think that’s all for now. Writing all this out reminds me of how lucky I am to have my family. Some people may think that their family is better, but who cares, they are not MINE! I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!!

Love ,

The baby of the family!

2010 at a glance!

January – Officially left the UK! Bittersweet definitely to leave a country that I grew to love. Wouldn’t mind going back there if given the chance!  Had the experience of studying and working there so had quite a gist of living abroad. Had a ball with my friends there. Memories to cherish!!!! Transit in Dubai for 2 weeks! Had fun with my sister’s family. Got to even celebrate Jia Wen’s Birthday with her after so many years! Even babysat my niece while my sister came back earlier to attend her friends wedding!

February – Came back to Malaysia for good! Celebrated CNY with the family having spent 2 years away was definitely awesome! Coming from a big family, it seems that CNY is never ending, from one house to another, from the 1st day to the next and the next day until we come to a close on the 15th day! Crazy don’t you think the amount of celebrating we are doing plus all the food that is consumed!

March – Spend 1 whole month back in Labuan, the small little island that I grew up! Didn’t really do much except trying to apply for jobs and catching up with good ol’ friends who i grew up with. Chilled out to the point of horizontal is what i can say about Labuan. When I was younger and still in school, always wanted to get out of Labuan, thinking it was so boring and just uncool to be in Labuan. But know I feel attached to that place. Looking forward to going back and just do nothing. Now I’m proud to say that I am from Labuan, however uncool you may think it is!

April -  Came back to KL, spent time in Alor Setar (where my parents are from) for Cheng Beng (first time ever). I think there are photos of that trip in an earlier post before I went MIA. Starting working part-time for my cousin while I continue to get disappointed with all the rejections from companies that didn’t want me!

May to July – Was still working for my cousin at Caterpillar. Usual meet ups with friends. These couple of months were kinda routine for me. Work, out with friends, chilled at home at my aunts place. I guess that was about it for that few months.

  

August – Went back to Labuan to celebrate my father’s 59th birthday! My sister and brother was there too and it was fun to have everyone around! Being at home with the siblings was nice. Being the youngest in the family and also having age gaps that are quite big, I was mostly at home on my own without my brothers and sister. My sister and I have an age difference of 8 and with my brother its 5, which means that when I was 9 years old, my sister left the nest and when i was 13 my brother too left the house. So since I was 13 years old, I was the only one at home with my parents till I was 19? crazy right? But it also meant that I spent loads of time with my parents and I think that it made very attached to them! In August was also the month that I permanently started working for my cousin, since there were no offers that came my way I decided to work with her full-time. So I guess a new beginning started!

September -  Went on a road trip with a few good friends to Melaka! Ate and shop was what we did! Fun is what was on the menu. Jocker street was fun as things were really cheap!!!! Don’t mind going there again!!!!!

October – Went to watch a few shows at the KLPAC with my aunt and cousin during the Short and Sweet Festival. Saw friends act, direct and dance during the festival and it was definitely a breath of fresh air!

November – Moved in to the new place in Puchong. Still empty but excited to get it furnished. kitchen is coming in on Thursday so that part I’m excited! Also had a party there, my 25th Birthday! OMG i cannot believe that i am now 25 years old. Last time when i was in school, I always thought 25 was a very cool age to be, but now I feel weird. Sometimes I still cannot believe that I’m 25, keep thinking that this is all a dream and that 25 is an age where you have to be all grown up and act like a grown up which i feel i hardly do. I still feel like I’m 18 and still seek approval sometimes on things that don’t even matter! Argh….While i am writing this it is kicking in that 25 is the age that most people get married or even have kids! I still don’t think I am mature/capable enough to make such commitments. How can people my age raise another human being?!! Salute to those who are doing it but to me it is still something that i cannot imagine myself doing YET! Since moving to the apartment, I started to go to the gym provided and run on the treadmill. Seeing results already but I know I need to keep it a routine so that I don’t lose momentum

December – Busy busy month in terms of work. Was running around like a headless chicken for a few weeks! It was good as the weeks went by soooo quickly! It was hectic but at the same time, coming back from work after a busy day was very fulfilling. Christmas time came and have been celebrating it with friends and family. Fun times definitely and its a good way to end a year! Looking forward to the New Years although I know I need to set goals to achieve to make the year more fruitful. Resolutions is what everyone calls it. Have you got yours? Will have to sit down and think!

Hope all of you had an AMAZING 2010…….and wishing all of you AWESOME 2011!! As Era taught me, I need to tell the Universe what I want, so here goes “I WANT AN AWESOME 2011!!*era says need to be specific* Work wise - I want a pay rise, I want the company to expand! Health wise - I want to be able to run 5km on the treadmill none stop at a constant speed of 7 (now only 3 km). Overall – to be content with what I have and just to be happy!!! I guess there goes my resolutions for the year of 2011? Simple enough to accomplish?? Hopefully! *think positive*

God Bless!!!

Its been half a year….

…since I last updated this. I must get the hang of it again!!! I have been away from the internet besides checking emails and Facebook since I was staying with my aunt till recently. Now I am living on my own and have more time to myself as well as the internet. Will do one proper one to kick start everything again.

Have been overwhelmed with work these past few weeks and can’t wait for the days when I have more time to be more organized as now I feel that I have been running around like a headless chicken and things are done so that immediate events runs smoothly, whereas other on-going work have been left behind! Need time to chill and sort things out before the new year comes!

Its almost a year since I left my work in UK and I definitely miss it there…I can’t believe that this year has gone by so fast. I feel that I haven’t really settled down in Malaysia yet! Felt like I only came back maybe like 2 months back! Argh…need to find some stability, which I have not found yet! Crazy ain’t it?

Anyway, its going to be a busy weekend as well as next week. So I do hope to find some time to breathe!

Hugs and kisses and I’ll be back sooner than that 6 months that I’ve been MIA

Things that has been happening……

……since I came back from the UK:

I know that I have been promising to do a proper blog but have since failed. Now I shall attempt to..

I came back just in time for CNY which was the plan so that I could catch up with the whole family! I definitely managed to meet up with everyone.

After Chinese New Year, I went back to ol’ Labuan for a month. Although there was nothing to do there, I was out almost every night till 2am catching up with old friends. We would end up almost always at the same place every night just yakking till the morning. I guess having been away for more that 2 years, there was a lot of catch up with everyone.

After a month in Labuan, my parents and I came back to KL for Cheng Beng (chinese old souls day). While transiting in KL for a couple of days, I managed to go for my first interview with a pharmaceutical company, which I got offered and turned down (which I hope I don’t regret later). Cheng Beng was back in Alor Setar, Kedah, where my parents are from . This was the first time that I have been back for Cheng Beng, so it was all new for me. How there is so much food to bring to the graveyard as offering. We also burn paper shirts, shoes too! It is also like a massive reunion where you meet relatives who you share the same great-grandparents, relatives that I have not met before and would not recognise even they were staring at me in a middle of town. It really makes me realise that my family is actually very very big, both my dad’s and mom’s side are equally quite big.

After coming back to Alor Setar, I started work with my cousin at her activity centre and that is what has gotten me occupied this whole while. I have now worked with her for almost 3 months now and time has definitely flown! I’m working part time for my cousin while something else comes up is better than sitting on my bum applying for jobs, which I know that it might take a while before getting a job, as a few of my friends who came back last year only managed to get a job recently. I know that it takes a while. I am happy that I am able to gain experience as I wait.  You never know that I might find my calling while doing this. I know that I am a coward when it comes to job hunting. I’m always scared that I might make the wrong decision jumping into a job that I would end up regretting! I know that I am still young and I should be experimenting with jobs, finding my true calling, but on the other hand, I am scared! Like I feel that its gamble to choose a job, even if you know that maybe something better would come along. I guess all I need to do is to jump into in, mistakes are meant to be made to make you learn right???? Hopefully, with the mistakes made, I would find my true calling * imagining a light coming from above with a path to the most amazing job/career!

I have been catching up with my babes almost every week. Now that I am back, Janu is leaving for her studies in India in 2 days, Nana and Hsei Di is also leaving next week. Sad! Will definitely miss them!!! At least I managed to hang out with everyone before they leave! These are the friends who I grew up with and even now, graduated and working, I feel that we are still close and I really appreciate friends who know me best! I’ve known Hsei Di since I was 8 ( that’s 17 years!!) and the girls since I was 13 (12 years!!). Having friendships that long, make you feel kinda old huh??

Anyway, do enjoy the random photos taken since coming back. For those who read my blog back in the   UK. I miss you guys dearly, and I really hope to go back there soon! Somehow, it feels like home as well, even though I was there for only 2 and a half years, I feel that it was a big part of my life. The friends I’ve made and the experience that I have gained makes me wanna go back there. Having had lived there before, I feel that the possibility of going back there seems ever possible and I am keeping my options open. Maybe you’ll find me back there soon?? :P

Oh ya, my sister and family are coming back soon and I CAN’T WAIT!!!!!

Loves!

 

Atlantis, Dubai

Taking a “Leap of Faith”

Chinese New Year:

Cheng Beng in Alor Setar, sadly my camera went crazy after that so I couldn’t take photos of when we went to my dad’s side’s cheng beng.

            

Paper clothes for my maternal grandparents.

All cleaned and ready for prayers.

   

Money to be burnt for the loved ones who have passed on. Don’t ask me why its called “Hell”  bank notes

Food and prayer papers laid out as offerings to our ancestors.

 

Snippets of my time with the girls!!!! We hung out loads and photos are from the girls as my camera is gone…… these photos are random ones from here and there…enjoy!

 

 

 

                                                                  

 

  

 

Need to buy new camera so that I can snap away!!!!!!!!!!

I know I'm lazy

I know that I said I would update soon, however this is not true, which probably makes me a liar!

We are now at the mid-point of 2010! Time has definitely flew by!! I was in UK beginning of this year, and how I'm back to my home country. Not much has happened except that I am closer to my family. I am currently working part-time for my cousin for the past 2 months at her activity centre. Have been quite occupied with it as I work most Saturdays as well.

I have been to a couple of interview and currently still waiting for one more interview as it was postponed. Do pray for me! I really do want to start a stable job. I feel that I'm in such a limbo right now that I really can't plan anything. Friends keep asking me to go for holiday but can't really do much planning as I do not know what I'll be doing then. Sometimes it can be a little frustrating. I really hope that this period will soon end!

I've been meaning to upload photos from the moment I came back. I've got no wifi at home and always so busy at work that I tend to just not bother! I know I have my dubai holiday photos, CNY, Cheng Beng photos that I have wanting to post up but been telling myself " Later lar"

Anyway, I have to go now... I want to promise photos soon, but i'm so scared that I'll not be able to live up to it...hahahah..I dont want to call myself a liar again!

Till later...HUGS!

Happy Mother's Day

Dedicated to my Mum..the best in the world...this song says it all!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

Eeks

Yet another blog post long overdue!!!!
just a quick one to say that I'm now in KL working with my cousin for the time being, staying with my Aunt.....
will have a proper blog post soon...i hope

When I'm Bored....

Have been experimenting with designs on my nails.....so this is what i came up with tonight.. What do you think?

The most recent family photo

Taken during CNY. We haven't had one family photo for a while now because there is always someone missing! Everyone looks good and I love it!

Oooppsss...

Do blame it on the heat that I have not updated this blog........

Yes people who don't already know....I am back in Malaysia....the humid and hot country that I call home. I haven't been back in 2 and half years and it feels weird. It doesn't seem very long but the heat is something that I don't miss at all. Coming home to familiarity seems strange after being away for a while, as what was home for my 2 and half years seemed familiar to me.

Being back for Chinese New Year was good. being able to meet everyone all at once was great on top of all the ANG POW? 2 years without ang pow was a great lost, financially...:P It was definitely a good welcome filled with celebration and of course the FOOD. YUMMYlicious food left right and centre for the whole week was just sinfully good.

Now being back in Labuan, the place where I grew up seems very small. Never actually realised that everything was literally 5 minutes away. Dont know why when I was staying here before Layang-Layangan felt so far, but in reality it was just 10 minutes away....straight to sunset. Maybe because everyone here drives REAL slow....

Its amazing that I have actually left this island 6 years ago for college, which sometimes feels odd because sometimes i feel that i have never left at all. Things are exactly the same. Financial Park is still under-occupied and blueberry is still the hangout place. Yes, I have had my milk tea with EXTRA pearl.... It definitely brings backs loads of memories, having countless of gossip and chill-put sessions then when it was the only place decent enough for us to hangout.

Having gone around Labuan (not much but enough), I can definitely see the difference. In terms of kids now, comparing them and us, its a world of a difference. We used to dress up in jeans and a baby-T, now they are all strutting the latest fashion full with make-up. Crazy right? This definitely makes me feel old as only less than a decade I was that age....all innocent...:P

Jobless is what I am now, but hopefully not for long... Job-hunting is something I do not like but have to do. Having applied for jobs and getting rejection is something I hate. The letter that brings disappointment just discourages whatever enthusiasm I have in search of the perfect job. Sucks isn't it?

Lifes like that I guess.....however cliche it may sound, one needs to suffer before victory comes....

.....or I can have the easy way out.......get a rich man to marry me and we'll live happily ever after!

Princess Jia Wen is Six!

Happy Birthday Jia Wen!!! Remembered when you were only 3 months old when I first carried you very awkwardly, and now you’ve grown so much……

I think this was taken when she was about 2?

This was taken last November when they came to visit me in Newcastle!

Look how much she’s grown!!! Crazy how time flies…..

Happy 6th Birthday Jia Wen!!

Ee Loves you very much