2010 at a glance!

January – Officially left the UK! Bittersweet definitely to leave a country that I grew to love. Wouldn’t mind going back there if given the chance!  Had the experience of studying and working there so had quite a gist of living abroad. Had a ball with my friends there. Memories to cherish!!!! Transit in Dubai for 2 weeks! Had fun with my sister’s family. Got to even celebrate Jia Wen’s Birthday with her after so many years! Even babysat my niece while my sister came back earlier to attend her friends wedding!

February – Came back to Malaysia for good! Celebrated CNY with the family having spent 2 years away was definitely awesome! Coming from a big family, it seems that CNY is never ending, from one house to another, from the 1st day to the next and the next day until we come to a close on the 15th day! Crazy don’t you think the amount of celebrating we are doing plus all the food that is consumed!

March – Spend 1 whole month back in Labuan, the small little island that I grew up! Didn’t really do much except trying to apply for jobs and catching up with good ol’ friends who i grew up with. Chilled out to the point of horizontal is what i can say about Labuan. When I was younger and still in school, always wanted to get out of Labuan, thinking it was so boring and just uncool to be in Labuan. But know I feel attached to that place. Looking forward to going back and just do nothing. Now I’m proud to say that I am from Labuan, however uncool you may think it is!

April -  Came back to KL, spent time in Alor Setar (where my parents are from) for Cheng Beng (first time ever). I think there are photos of that trip in an earlier post before I went MIA. Starting working part-time for my cousin while I continue to get disappointed with all the rejections from companies that didn’t want me!

May to July – Was still working for my cousin at Caterpillar. Usual meet ups with friends. These couple of months were kinda routine for me. Work, out with friends, chilled at home at my aunts place. I guess that was about it for that few months.

  

August – Went back to Labuan to celebrate my father’s 59th birthday! My sister and brother was there too and it was fun to have everyone around! Being at home with the siblings was nice. Being the youngest in the family and also having age gaps that are quite big, I was mostly at home on my own without my brothers and sister. My sister and I have an age difference of 8 and with my brother its 5, which means that when I was 9 years old, my sister left the nest and when i was 13 my brother too left the house. So since I was 13 years old, I was the only one at home with my parents till I was 19? crazy right? But it also meant that I spent loads of time with my parents and I think that it made very attached to them! In August was also the month that I permanently started working for my cousin, since there were no offers that came my way I decided to work with her full-time. So I guess a new beginning started!

September -  Went on a road trip with a few good friends to Melaka! Ate and shop was what we did! Fun is what was on the menu. Jocker street was fun as things were really cheap!!!! Don’t mind going there again!!!!!

October – Went to watch a few shows at the KLPAC with my aunt and cousin during the Short and Sweet Festival. Saw friends act, direct and dance during the festival and it was definitely a breath of fresh air!

November – Moved in to the new place in Puchong. Still empty but excited to get it furnished. kitchen is coming in on Thursday so that part I’m excited! Also had a party there, my 25th Birthday! OMG i cannot believe that i am now 25 years old. Last time when i was in school, I always thought 25 was a very cool age to be, but now I feel weird. Sometimes I still cannot believe that I’m 25, keep thinking that this is all a dream and that 25 is an age where you have to be all grown up and act like a grown up which i feel i hardly do. I still feel like I’m 18 and still seek approval sometimes on things that don’t even matter! Argh….While i am writing this it is kicking in that 25 is the age that most people get married or even have kids! I still don’t think I am mature/capable enough to make such commitments. How can people my age raise another human being?!! Salute to those who are doing it but to me it is still something that i cannot imagine myself doing YET! Since moving to the apartment, I started to go to the gym provided and run on the treadmill. Seeing results already but I know I need to keep it a routine so that I don’t lose momentum

December – Busy busy month in terms of work. Was running around like a headless chicken for a few weeks! It was good as the weeks went by soooo quickly! It was hectic but at the same time, coming back from work after a busy day was very fulfilling. Christmas time came and have been celebrating it with friends and family. Fun times definitely and its a good way to end a year! Looking forward to the New Years although I know I need to set goals to achieve to make the year more fruitful. Resolutions is what everyone calls it. Have you got yours? Will have to sit down and think!

Hope all of you had an AMAZING 2010…….and wishing all of you AWESOME 2011!! As Era taught me, I need to tell the Universe what I want, so here goes “I WANT AN AWESOME 2011!!*era says need to be specific* Work wise - I want a pay rise, I want the company to expand! Health wise - I want to be able to run 5km on the treadmill none stop at a constant speed of 7 (now only 3 km). Overall – to be content with what I have and just to be happy!!! I guess there goes my resolutions for the year of 2011? Simple enough to accomplish?? Hopefully! *think positive*

God Bless!!!

Its been half a year….

…since I last updated this. I must get the hang of it again!!! I have been away from the internet besides checking emails and Facebook since I was staying with my aunt till recently. Now I am living on my own and have more time to myself as well as the internet. Will do one proper one to kick start everything again.

Have been overwhelmed with work these past few weeks and can’t wait for the days when I have more time to be more organized as now I feel that I have been running around like a headless chicken and things are done so that immediate events runs smoothly, whereas other on-going work have been left behind! Need time to chill and sort things out before the new year comes!

Its almost a year since I left my work in UK and I definitely miss it there…I can’t believe that this year has gone by so fast. I feel that I haven’t really settled down in Malaysia yet! Felt like I only came back maybe like 2 months back! Argh…need to find some stability, which I have not found yet! Crazy ain’t it?

Anyway, its going to be a busy weekend as well as next week. So I do hope to find some time to breathe!

Hugs and kisses and I’ll be back sooner than that 6 months that I’ve been MIA

Things that has been happening……

……since I came back from the UK:

I know that I have been promising to do a proper blog but have since failed. Now I shall attempt to..

I came back just in time for CNY which was the plan so that I could catch up with the whole family! I definitely managed to meet up with everyone.

After Chinese New Year, I went back to ol’ Labuan for a month. Although there was nothing to do there, I was out almost every night till 2am catching up with old friends. We would end up almost always at the same place every night just yakking till the morning. I guess having been away for more that 2 years, there was a lot of catch up with everyone.

After a month in Labuan, my parents and I came back to KL for Cheng Beng (chinese old souls day). While transiting in KL for a couple of days, I managed to go for my first interview with a pharmaceutical company, which I got offered and turned down (which I hope I don’t regret later). Cheng Beng was back in Alor Setar, Kedah, where my parents are from . This was the first time that I have been back for Cheng Beng, so it was all new for me. How there is so much food to bring to the graveyard as offering. We also burn paper shirts, shoes too! It is also like a massive reunion where you meet relatives who you share the same great-grandparents, relatives that I have not met before and would not recognise even they were staring at me in a middle of town. It really makes me realise that my family is actually very very big, both my dad’s and mom’s side are equally quite big.

After coming back to Alor Setar, I started work with my cousin at her activity centre and that is what has gotten me occupied this whole while. I have now worked with her for almost 3 months now and time has definitely flown! I’m working part time for my cousin while something else comes up is better than sitting on my bum applying for jobs, which I know that it might take a while before getting a job, as a few of my friends who came back last year only managed to get a job recently. I know that it takes a while. I am happy that I am able to gain experience as I wait.  You never know that I might find my calling while doing this. I know that I am a coward when it comes to job hunting. I’m always scared that I might make the wrong decision jumping into a job that I would end up regretting! I know that I am still young and I should be experimenting with jobs, finding my true calling, but on the other hand, I am scared! Like I feel that its gamble to choose a job, even if you know that maybe something better would come along. I guess all I need to do is to jump into in, mistakes are meant to be made to make you learn right???? Hopefully, with the mistakes made, I would find my true calling * imagining a light coming from above with a path to the most amazing job/career!

I have been catching up with my babes almost every week. Now that I am back, Janu is leaving for her studies in India in 2 days, Nana and Hsei Di is also leaving next week. Sad! Will definitely miss them!!! At least I managed to hang out with everyone before they leave! These are the friends who I grew up with and even now, graduated and working, I feel that we are still close and I really appreciate friends who know me best! I’ve known Hsei Di since I was 8 ( that’s 17 years!!) and the girls since I was 13 (12 years!!). Having friendships that long, make you feel kinda old huh??

Anyway, do enjoy the random photos taken since coming back. For those who read my blog back in the   UK. I miss you guys dearly, and I really hope to go back there soon! Somehow, it feels like home as well, even though I was there for only 2 and a half years, I feel that it was a big part of my life. The friends I’ve made and the experience that I have gained makes me wanna go back there. Having had lived there before, I feel that the possibility of going back there seems ever possible and I am keeping my options open. Maybe you’ll find me back there soon?? :P

Oh ya, my sister and family are coming back soon and I CAN’T WAIT!!!!!

Loves!

 

Atlantis, Dubai

Taking a “Leap of Faith”

Chinese New Year:

Cheng Beng in Alor Setar, sadly my camera went crazy after that so I couldn’t take photos of when we went to my dad’s side’s cheng beng.

            

Paper clothes for my maternal grandparents.

All cleaned and ready for prayers.

   

Money to be burnt for the loved ones who have passed on. Don’t ask me why its called “Hell”  bank notes

Food and prayer papers laid out as offerings to our ancestors.

 

Snippets of my time with the girls!!!! We hung out loads and photos are from the girls as my camera is gone…… these photos are random ones from here and there…enjoy!

 

 

 

                                                                  

 

  

 

Need to buy new camera so that I can snap away!!!!!!!!!!

I know I'm lazy

I know that I said I would update soon, however this is not true, which probably makes me a liar!

We are now at the mid-point of 2010! Time has definitely flew by!! I was in UK beginning of this year, and how I'm back to my home country. Not much has happened except that I am closer to my family. I am currently working part-time for my cousin for the past 2 months at her activity centre. Have been quite occupied with it as I work most Saturdays as well.

I have been to a couple of interview and currently still waiting for one more interview as it was postponed. Do pray for me! I really do want to start a stable job. I feel that I'm in such a limbo right now that I really can't plan anything. Friends keep asking me to go for holiday but can't really do much planning as I do not know what I'll be doing then. Sometimes it can be a little frustrating. I really hope that this period will soon end!

I've been meaning to upload photos from the moment I came back. I've got no wifi at home and always so busy at work that I tend to just not bother! I know I have my dubai holiday photos, CNY, Cheng Beng photos that I have wanting to post up but been telling myself " Later lar"

Anyway, I have to go now... I want to promise photos soon, but i'm so scared that I'll not be able to live up to it...hahahah..I dont want to call myself a liar again!

Till later...HUGS!

Happy Mother's Day

Dedicated to my Mum..the best in the world...this song says it all!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

Eeks

Yet another blog post long overdue!!!!
just a quick one to say that I'm now in KL working with my cousin for the time being, staying with my Aunt.....
will have a proper blog post soon...i hope

When I'm Bored....

Have been experimenting with designs on my nails.....so this is what i came up with tonight.. What do you think?

The most recent family photo

Taken during CNY. We haven't had one family photo for a while now because there is always someone missing! Everyone looks good and I love it!

Oooppsss...

Do blame it on the heat that I have not updated this blog........

Yes people who don't already know....I am back in Malaysia....the humid and hot country that I call home. I haven't been back in 2 and half years and it feels weird. It doesn't seem very long but the heat is something that I don't miss at all. Coming home to familiarity seems strange after being away for a while, as what was home for my 2 and half years seemed familiar to me.

Being back for Chinese New Year was good. being able to meet everyone all at once was great on top of all the ANG POW? 2 years without ang pow was a great lost, financially...:P It was definitely a good welcome filled with celebration and of course the FOOD. YUMMYlicious food left right and centre for the whole week was just sinfully good.

Now being back in Labuan, the place where I grew up seems very small. Never actually realised that everything was literally 5 minutes away. Dont know why when I was staying here before Layang-Layangan felt so far, but in reality it was just 10 minutes away....straight to sunset. Maybe because everyone here drives REAL slow....

Its amazing that I have actually left this island 6 years ago for college, which sometimes feels odd because sometimes i feel that i have never left at all. Things are exactly the same. Financial Park is still under-occupied and blueberry is still the hangout place. Yes, I have had my milk tea with EXTRA pearl.... It definitely brings backs loads of memories, having countless of gossip and chill-put sessions then when it was the only place decent enough for us to hangout.

Having gone around Labuan (not much but enough), I can definitely see the difference. In terms of kids now, comparing them and us, its a world of a difference. We used to dress up in jeans and a baby-T, now they are all strutting the latest fashion full with make-up. Crazy right? This definitely makes me feel old as only less than a decade I was that age....all innocent...:P

Jobless is what I am now, but hopefully not for long... Job-hunting is something I do not like but have to do. Having applied for jobs and getting rejection is something I hate. The letter that brings disappointment just discourages whatever enthusiasm I have in search of the perfect job. Sucks isn't it?

Lifes like that I guess.....however cliche it may sound, one needs to suffer before victory comes....

.....or I can have the easy way out.......get a rich man to marry me and we'll live happily ever after!

Princess Jia Wen is Six!

Happy Birthday Jia Wen!!! Remembered when you were only 3 months old when I first carried you very awkwardly, and now you’ve grown so much……

I think this was taken when she was about 2?

This was taken last November when they came to visit me in Newcastle!

Look how much she’s grown!!! Crazy how time flies…..

Happy 6th Birthday Jia Wen!!

Ee Loves you very much

New Years with New Friends!

Didn’t have any plans for New Year’s Eve so had a very impromptu dinner at home with Shean and Ah Mui. Cooked a very simple dinner and chilled out dinner….so chilled out that we didn’t even take any photos! Played chor dai di with Shean’s XXL deck of card which was so hilarious….cards the size of A3 was tiring and at the same time so funny…..shuffling and dealing the cards was so funny, couldn’t stop laughing. after a few rounds, we gave up to small regular sized deck of cards which made everything so much easier. We tried to watch a movie but we were all so comatosed from the dinner that we couldn’t even concentrate so we decided to continue to play chor dai di.

Midnight came and went with hugs and the traditional Auld Lang Syne. It didn’t really feel that it was already a new year and still can’t believe that the year has zoomed passed sooooo quickly. Not long after 12am, all of us were ready to retire to bed. Shean and Ah mui left and I did some tiding and packing as I was heading down to Warwick on New years day.

Woke up early and got ready for the journey down south. It was snowing the whole night and there was at least 1 1/2 inch of snow. Praying hard that my train will not be affected by the snow. The journey down was smooth and I arrived Coventry station at about 1450hrs. Ask at the customer service counter which was the easiest way to the University where the UK National Youth Conference was being held. The guy said that the bus 12 was the best (I even asked whether it was running since it was New Years, he said Yes). However, I was standing in the cold for about 20 minutes before deciding with a few other so share a cab to the Uni. Realised that 2 from those waiting for the bus was also going to the Youth Conference so was lucky.

The conference was a very inspiring one, filled with motivated youth. Made new friends and being around 346 youth for a weekend was really rejuvenating. The conference was all about the action that we need to make as youth for the advancement of the world civilization. As cliche as it sounds, youth are the future. We need to work hard in molding the next generation. We were called to action in making sure that children and young youth become tools to “contribute to the well-being of society”.  I will definitely reflect on it and try my best to do something. I know that I’ve taken a back seat but now I know I need to work out something to contribute!

Here are some of the photos….

                         

                            

                           

                                                                  

The Christmas that was London

My friend Shean and I headed down to London on the 23rd December to meet up with our dear friend Eugene for Xmas. Took the train down to London and was greeted by the busy London!!!

This picture was taken at the tube station. It was an ad for holiday and the picture for New Delhi was the amazing Baha’i Temple!!!

This is me waiting to eat after the train…we had dinner at this place called May Flower with another friend from Newcastle, Farhan….the food there was yummilicious… lobster noodle and grilled honey eel….so yummy!

    Eugene surprised us by telling us that we weren’t actually going over to his place in Reading (which was the initial plan) and instead we had his sister’s place to ourselves (sister and her hubby went back to Malaysia for Xmas) for the whole entire time we were there right smack in the heart of London! Thanks you Eugene’s sister and bro-in-law!!!! Lovely house and amazing location made Shean and I go $_$…

The next day (Xmas Eve), we made our way to this restaurant called Cha Cha Moon for lunch on Carnaby Street. Char Kuay Teow was gooood.!

After lunch and a bit of walking around, we headed to Hyde Park to the Winter Wonderland. It is a fun fair with Christmas and snow-themed rides and different kinds of food. Below are some of the photo snapped!

     

                            

                 

I love this photo of the boys!

   

this is the other ride we went on besides the ferris wheel, called the black hole….it was fast, very dark and very quick.

On Xmas Eve, we had extra company, Eugene’s friend Jia Ping to join us for the festivity.

Settlers of Catan to pass time!

Midnight, open present time……Pressies all the way from Miri!!! Thank you Elmo!

Christmas we had roasted chicken, and roasted potatoes and carrots…which we comatose immediately after lunch!

On Boxing day, we went to the all famous boxing day shopping!! It was too crowded for my liking but managed to get at least somethings. After shopping and dimsum lunch, we headed home to rest for a bit. After resting for a bit, we headed off to Waterloo for Avatar at the IMAX 3D cinema!! All 3 of us were so excited!!!!

After the amazing movie (please go and watch it) with our 3D glasses which sadly we had to return. Please go and watch the movie for a fantastic experience…if you watch it in 3D its even BETTER!

                                 

The next day we headed to Kings Cross and got on platform 9 3/4! Sadly not to Hogwarts but back to Newcastle!